Thursday, June 10, 2010

Forget Him

Forget his name

Forget his face

Forget his kiss

His warm embrace

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember that he has someone new

Forget him when they played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget how you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh Forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love that moved, it's past

Forget he said he'd leave you never

Remember he's gone forever

Away with my life again..

I will be moving again, either this year or next summer. I'm ready for it. I'm tired of the life i have right now. Waking up and not knowing what I want out of life is slowly tearing me apart. Wyoming has way to many memories for me. Most of which are bad. I have had countless "boy friends" and a few actual relationships. I have had some serious health issues and now that my life is on the right track I think a new place is just what I need. New friends and a new place to live.

For all of you that don't know anything about me, well I moved back with my parents when I broke up with my fiancé. So I'm staying with my mom and dad and my younger brother whom is about to head to college. I'm slowly going crazy I think.. I'm staying in my old room which is now the computer/game room for my younger brother. I have been sleeping on a hide-a-bed. The sad part is I can't wait to just buy a a queen size bed. Oh yes how I miss you fluffy, squishy, soft mattress. Soon enough.

Anyways back to my thoughts on me moving ha ha.

I will be staying with some family who I actually get along with. One of whom has horses and I'm very excited to start riding again. We are hoping for like a six bd with a huge downstairs mainly because I will be living down there. We would like 3 up and 3 down. My aunt and I are very much so into scrap booking and to have an entire room for just that would be amazing.

The only thought in which I hate would be packing. I hate it, so I end up just giving and or tossing things away so I don't have to pack them, how lame is that. On a positive note all my things are still in MT so there is less moving right there YAY. Ha ha. Its lame that I'm moving to get away from bad memories when I know they will just come with me, but I won't have to see the places that once brought smiles and now only bring tears. All those times where something changed my life are now out of my site. That I can handle living with.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

HappyTown. Oh How I Love You

Already for those who do not watch HappyTown ya'll are crazy this TV show ricks my socks. Its about these kidnappings in this small town called haplin. All the person to blame is the magic man. Just an fyi you have not seen the show don't read my blogs because I will prolly ruin it for you loves.

So I can't wait for more. I mean come on its like perfect right now each show you get a little more answers plus more secrets I'm so excited for next wed. Can you catch the magic man??

Broken Hearts so Take Notes

So my boyfriend of six months broke up with me on our anniversary. I honestly knew it was coming thats why I put it off for so long. Why do we do that to ourselves? Why put off something that you know will hurt when all your doing is actually hurting yourself even more. Joe is a US Sailor, god bless him. But honestly he is clueless. Now, don't get me wrong I'm by far not perfect. I'm all over the place. The problem I have with him is not two or three months earlier he asked me to marry him. Now I'm def not a pro on the whole marriage thing but seriously why would you ask a girl that and then break up with her??? I love Joe so much I really thought I was going to spend forever with him. Joe is funny and witty. Outgoing, adorable, amazing, smart, very handsome, and no matter what he is always there for me. Now he wants to be friends. Its so hard for me not to call him baby or honey. Its even harder to fake and smile and tell him no of course I don't love you anymore. Sometimes I wish he would just stop talking to me and let me get over this broken heart of mine. Theres a quote that says

There should be one person in the world who can hurt you until your broken, but for this is the one whom you are promised to and it shall never happen


Yeah well, it does happen so don't let it fool you. Being heart broken is not fun and it really is not easy. Its a part of life that people try and hide from. The only way to look at it is from a positive point of view and that would be when I find that one person he will be the most amazing person and we will go together like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Mr. Right I know you are out there and I can't wait to meet you sweetheart. For all you guys and girls out there going through a broken heart, cheer up because how you feel right now is life and real true emotions and be proud enough to say yeah I was in love and I was brave enough to face the heart break and try again.

Im new to this


Hey There Everyone.. I'm Kassie Mae.
I'm new to this whole blogging thing but hope to become a pro.