Thursday, June 10, 2010

Away with my life again..

I will be moving again, either this year or next summer. I'm ready for it. I'm tired of the life i have right now. Waking up and not knowing what I want out of life is slowly tearing me apart. Wyoming has way to many memories for me. Most of which are bad. I have had countless "boy friends" and a few actual relationships. I have had some serious health issues and now that my life is on the right track I think a new place is just what I need. New friends and a new place to live.

For all of you that don't know anything about me, well I moved back with my parents when I broke up with my fiancé. So I'm staying with my mom and dad and my younger brother whom is about to head to college. I'm slowly going crazy I think.. I'm staying in my old room which is now the computer/game room for my younger brother. I have been sleeping on a hide-a-bed. The sad part is I can't wait to just buy a a queen size bed. Oh yes how I miss you fluffy, squishy, soft mattress. Soon enough.

Anyways back to my thoughts on me moving ha ha.

I will be staying with some family who I actually get along with. One of whom has horses and I'm very excited to start riding again. We are hoping for like a six bd with a huge downstairs mainly because I will be living down there. We would like 3 up and 3 down. My aunt and I are very much so into scrap booking and to have an entire room for just that would be amazing.

The only thought in which I hate would be packing. I hate it, so I end up just giving and or tossing things away so I don't have to pack them, how lame is that. On a positive note all my things are still in MT so there is less moving right there YAY. Ha ha. Its lame that I'm moving to get away from bad memories when I know they will just come with me, but I won't have to see the places that once brought smiles and now only bring tears. All those times where something changed my life are now out of my site. That I can handle living with.

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