So my boyfriend of six months broke up with me on our anniversary. I honestly knew it was coming thats why I put it off for so long. Why do we do that to ourselves? Why put off something that you know will hurt when all your doing is actually hurting yourself even more. Joe is a US Sailor, god bless him. But honestly he is clueless. Now, don't get me wrong I'm by far not perfect. I'm all over the place. The problem I have with him is not two or three months earlier he asked me to marry him. Now I'm def not a pro on the whole marriage thing but seriously why would you ask a girl that and then break up with her??? I love Joe so much I really thought I was going to spend forever with him. Joe is funny and witty. Outgoing, adorable, amazing, smart, very handsome, and no matter what he is always there for me. Now he wants to be friends. Its so hard for me not to call him baby or honey. Its even harder to fake and smile and tell him no of course I don't love you anymore. Sometimes I wish he would just stop talking to me and let me get over this broken heart of mine. Theres a quote that says
There should be one person in the world who can hurt you until your broken, but for this is the one whom you are promised to and it shall never happen
Yeah well, it does happen so don't let it fool you. Being heart broken is not fun and it really is not easy. Its a part of life that people try and hide from. The only way to look at it is from a positive point of view and that would be when I find that one person he will be the most amazing person and we will go together like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Mr. Right I know you are out there and I can't wait to meet you sweetheart. For all you guys and girls out there going through a broken heart, cheer up because how you feel right now is life and real true emotions and be proud enough to say yeah I was in love and I was brave enough to face the heart break and try again.
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