Letting Go Of You

Letting Go
Its about time that I say goodbye
And realize that you have to stay simply the twinkle in my eye
They say you always want what you can’t have
And in my heart I knew the whole time.

I read one day, the forbidden fruit taste the sweetest
Each kiss bittersweet of what I wanted most
And I really meant every word I stuttered without a test
You were my very best, but its time I give my broken heart a rest

I am strong enough to let you go
And live your life in some way I’ll never know
We say goodbye now as quickly as we said hello
This end will be the beginning of just what I still don’t know.

Until now I never knew you could lose something you never had

You belong to someone I will never know
You are not your own
This beautiful creation whom I will never again embrace
How could you steal my heart when you knew the path you’d have to take?

This is the end of something unbelievable
And the beginning of my life

You are not what I am leaving behind, for you will follow me in my walk I know
You do not leave what you love
You simply let it go.

If you only knew..

I love you.
I love the way you touch my skin or the way you make me laugh.
Or how your the only person I know that never judges me.
Or how when I cry you always hold me and wont let go.
How you say you love me.
Ot how when we play fight you never let me win.
But just tickle me and make me laugh instead.
I trusted you when I trusted no one else.
I gave you everything I had and more, just to be hurt in the end.
But I cant stop this feeling I have when you say your sorry and wont do it again.
As tears run down my face as you call me your baby bear, I wonder if one day I will trust you enough to want you back as my honey bear.
I want my bestfriend back... i want the truth and you to be honest with me.
You always knew to be faithful and honest was the key.
Then you just gave up and left.
Without even telling me why, When you did my heart dropped like it was ready to die.
But now Im strong and ready for this.
Somehow I know everything will be fine when we kiss.
So this is my promise that I will try.
For I love you and I miss you and always will.
Forever always with love your baby bear. JPW<3

Forget Him

Forget his name

Forget his face

Forget his kiss

His warm embrace

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember that he has someone new

Forget him when they played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget how you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh Forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love that moved, it's past

Forget he said he'd leave you never

Remember he's gone forever

Away with my life again..

I will be moving again, either this year or next summer. I'm ready for it. I'm tired of the life i have right now. Waking up and not knowing what I want out of life is slowly tearing me apart. Wyoming has way to many memories for me. Most of which are bad. I have had countless "boy friends" and a few actual relationships. I have had some serious health issues and now that my life is on the right track I think a new place is just what I need. New friends and a new place to live.

For all of you that don't know anything about me, well I moved back with my parents when I broke up with my fiancé. So I'm staying with my mom and dad and my younger brother whom is about to head to college. I'm slowly going crazy I think.. I'm staying in my old room which is now the computer/game room for my younger brother. I have been sleeping on a hide-a-bed. The sad part is I can't wait to just buy a a queen size bed. Oh yes how I miss you fluffy, squishy, soft mattress. Soon enough.

Anyways back to my thoughts on me moving ha ha.

I will be staying with some family who I actually get along with. One of whom has horses and I'm very excited to start riding again. We are hoping for like a six bd with a huge downstairs mainly because I will be living down there. We would like 3 up and 3 down. My aunt and I are very much so into scrap booking and to have an entire room for just that would be amazing.

The only thought in which I hate would be packing. I hate it, so I end up just giving and or tossing things away so I don't have to pack them, how lame is that. On a positive note all my things are still in MT so there is less moving right there YAY. Ha ha. Its lame that I'm moving to get away from bad memories when I know they will just come with me, but I won't have to see the places that once brought smiles and now only bring tears. All those times where something changed my life are now out of my site. That I can handle living with.

HappyTown. Oh How I Love You

Already for those who do not watch HappyTown ya'll are crazy this TV show ricks my socks. Its about these kidnappings in this small town called haplin. All the person to blame is the magic man. Just an fyi you have not seen the show don't read my blogs because I will prolly ruin it for you loves.

So I can't wait for more. I mean come on its like perfect right now each show you get a little more answers plus more secrets I'm so excited for next wed. Can you catch the magic man??

Broken Hearts so Take Notes

So my boyfriend of six months broke up with me on our anniversary. I honestly knew it was coming thats why I put it off for so long. Why do we do that to ourselves? Why put off something that you know will hurt when all your doing is actually hurting yourself even more. Joe is a US Sailor, god bless him. But honestly he is clueless. Now, don't get me wrong I'm by far not perfect. I'm all over the place. The problem I have with him is not two or three months earlier he asked me to marry him. Now I'm def not a pro on the whole marriage thing but seriously why would you ask a girl that and then break up with her??? I love Joe so much I really thought I was going to spend forever with him. Joe is funny and witty. Outgoing, adorable, amazing, smart, very handsome, and no matter what he is always there for me. Now he wants to be friends. Its so hard for me not to call him baby or honey. Its even harder to fake and smile and tell him no of course I don't love you anymore. Sometimes I wish he would just stop talking to me and let me get over this broken heart of mine. Theres a quote that says

There should be one person in the world who can hurt you until your broken, but for this is the one whom you are promised to and it shall never happen


Yeah well, it does happen so don't let it fool you. Being heart broken is not fun and it really is not easy. Its a part of life that people try and hide from. The only way to look at it is from a positive point of view and that would be when I find that one person he will be the most amazing person and we will go together like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Mr. Right I know you are out there and I can't wait to meet you sweetheart. For all you guys and girls out there going through a broken heart, cheer up because how you feel right now is life and real true emotions and be proud enough to say yeah I was in love and I was brave enough to face the heart break and try again.

Im new to this

Hey There Everyone.. I'm Kassie Mae.

I'm new to this whole blogging thing but hope to become a pro.